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Saturday, August 20, 2011

"be still and kow that I am God"

I am really starting to hate my blog. I ran out of pics on Picasso and can't seem to delete any and I don't really know what I am doing and my counter is gone. It's crazy! My life is crazy! Everything is so surreal right now.
We got B's scans back and all looked good. Then the initial bone marrow and it looks good too!! I should be so happy and believe me I am so happy. I am praising God. But I do feel strange. Sometimes it feels like a dream. We have to fight this BK virus that has given him hemorrhagic cystitis. There is a weird sense of just resting..."be still and know that I am God". It is a good place to be because if we are to get out of this transplant, which is not my favorite thing to do but my only option we have left other than God just healing him done right now this minute which we still believe for every day, then God will simply have to direct every detail to do that. My mind cannot even conjure up any more ways that LITTLE 'OL ME can do it.

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Why MAGNANIMOUS?

Noah Webster's 1828 Dictionary of the American Language defines Magnanimity as such:
MAGNANIM'ITY, n. [L. magnanimitas; magnus, great, and animus, mind.] Greatness of mind; that elevation or dignity of soul, which encounters danger and trouble with tranquillity and firmness, which raises the possessor above revenge, and makes him delight in acts of benevolence, which makes him disdain injustice and meanness, and prompts him to sacrifice personal ease, interest and safety for the accomplishment of useful and noble objects.